Fourteen years ago today I married Elwood. Since that time a lot has changed in my life. Eight years ago I filed for divorce and two months later I became a widow instead.
I have learned that no matter what life throws at me I can handle it with the Lord's help. As I reflect on the last eight years since Elwood's passing I find that I have struggled with loneliness, finances, and at times with my spirituality. But as I look back to what has gotten me through all my struggles it has been my Heavenly Father, family and friends.
Heavenly Father and all of my family have stood by and continued to love me no matter how stupid some of my
decisions were. Friends have come and gone but I have a few that have stuck with me over
those years. One of these friends stood beside me the day Elwood was found dead in his motel room and has been there whenever I needed a listening ear. We have had some great conversations in a wide range of topics and at any time of day or night.
I have grown in the gospel and in my day-to-day life. I even took a huge leap of faith and moved to Idaho Falls not knowing a soul up here. But I found a new life on my own. For the very first time in my life I lived totally by myself. I found that I could do it. I started really getting into the singles program. I have built several close friendships here and wouldn't trade this experience for anything.
I also have found that I am able to move forward with life. Tonight, I will share with the new love of my life, Nick, the good parts
of my marriage to Elwood.
On this day I am also remembering my Aunt Rene. I will miss her but know that she is reunited with her parents and Granddad Al and Grandma Maxie. She was always full of love and caring for anyone who walked into her life. She taught by that example.
Love you both, Elwood and Aunt Rene, for all you have taught me in my life.
In this picture is the oldest elephant in North America and Nick. They both celebrate their 50th birthday this month. Nick's June 17th and the elephant June 26th. Just had to take this shot. As the zoo attendant said Nick is older than all of the elephants in North America. 
This is actually only one turtle. I thought it was really cool.
The baby elephant is 10 months old and was really playful. We really enjoyed watching him. The zoo keeper sprayed him with water and just after she put the hose away he went and rolled in the mud puddle. Reminded us of how kids are just after they have been cleaned up.
